randyhate

i could not find this version of this song anywhere on the internets

and really that is a real effing shame, as it is AMAZING

last week, right about exactly 7 days ago to the minute, the girl of my dreams and love of my life smashed so many of my dreams and hopes for the coming years by saying goodbye

and while it is killing me inside, i totally understand it and wish her well. six months ago, i told her she needed to do it. much has changed for me in that time and i hoped she would be smart enough not to listen.

alas…

yes, i am dying inside…